Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Mind Over Matter


I said goodnight last night to Rudy, to the shop, to emails... I declared that Tomorrow would be a better day. ( I should have added a good nights sleep). My day began unwillingly at 4:30 am. grunt. This is actually the first time in my life I have experianced so many unsettling dreams. As I have said before, I can self talk my way out of many a meltdown, but no control over the nights. damn it.

My list isnt getting done, and that bothers me like you wouldnt believe! Its growing which causes anxiety! So today, as declared, I'm all over it again. Its just amazing how things can pile up on me, or more to the point, how I now have no
coping skills/tools for it.
I love this picture of my James.....I know that he loved me too.
I have now an added rush job for the 7 sisters show this weekend.. cant believe it... so Im buried over here...leftovers for dinner too... Loafing meat is on the menu.

9 comments:

Carol said...

Sending love to you this day - and every day!

Desert Threads said...

I'm so sorry your life is still in such turmoil. Hugs to you my friend.

Anonymous said...

There is nothing in the world grander than a Mother and Son love for one another. I love this photo of the 2 of you, so precious, cherish it my friend, I am here trying to get my lists fulfilled also... Love ya more, Ronda

Freda said...

Sending good thoughts and prayers your way Gina. I think of you often.

The Sarah Bear said...

If only a Sarah Dora Bandaid would fix it.

I love you sis... big hugs.

Anonymous said...

What a beautiful picture! I think of you often.

Karen A.

Deb said...

hold tight to the memories while you make your way forward. That's what will heal you in the end.

Anonymous said...

A wonderful photo. I think of you often.....wish I knew something to ease the pain you and Ronda are feeling. TeresaL

Anonymous said...

A wonderful photo. I think of you often.....wish I knew something to ease the pain you and Ronda are feeling. TeresaL

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