Friday, May 9, 2008

Happy Mother's Day To All

Often times, and this is one of them... it just cannot be true. It cannot be real. Dear God give him back, please give him back.

21 comments:

Feather on a Wire said...

My heart is breaking for you

Anonymous said...

God does not give “Do Over’s”

As best, you get another gift.

Hold Avi tight; give her what only you can give…

Def59 said...

My heart aches for Gina. hold your loved ones close and my prayers will be with you.

Waddle Whimsy said...

Love you Momma G.

The Sarah Bear said...

::speechless:: ::hugehug::

Smiles! Becca said...

I think of you every day and send cyber hugs.

Deb said...

have no words of comfort...can't begin to imagine your pain. But, life does go on, and I'm in your corner and will do whatever you need me to.

PS, I bought a bigger suitcase, so there's room for you and my clothes!

Hugs

Anonymous said...

Prayers for comfort and strength go out for you...

Christine

Anonymous said...

Prayers for comfort and strength go out for you...

Christine

Yvonne said...

(((((((((HUGS))))))))

Always in my thoughts and prayers....

Sharon Dixon said...

What a beautiful poem and picture. I know you treasure the memories. My heart aches for you on this Mother's Day especially.

Anonymous said...

Gina.....I've tried to come up with something comforting to write since reading this post yesterday--but some times words cannot ease a person's pain and heartbreak. You (and Ronda) will be in my thoughts often tomorrow. A cyber hug to you. TeresaL

Anonymous said...

Mom, I thought I could come up with some comforting words for you, but there arent any. everyday I ask God, is it going to get better? How much longer must I suffer? How many more days must I endure this hole I have in my heart from losing a sibling? He hasnt answered me, and the pain goes on, but I can only imagine one thing worse...losing your child. I am so sorry mom. I often think of the night I had to call and give you the dreadful news. It never escapes me. I replay that whole month over and over in my mind. I wonder how our family will see the light out of this dark tunnel. I know people always try and comfort us with thier kind words, but at this time, nothing works, nothing makes me feel better. I am still unable to smile at the good memories. Songs still jack my head up. Pictures send me to my knees. Aviana witnesses my breakdowns and asks "mommie, why are you crying"? She tells me its ok, and dont be sad. She doesnt understand that it wont be ok, it will never be ok. I tell my 3 kids to love each other, and to treat each other like they might not ever see them again. I let them know how it feels to lose your brother, or your sister, and to love them, and not hate. You never know if tomorrow will be too late to apologize to them. I know they are just kids, but I cant help it. I am so angy about James' death. Its not fair.....My heart had 4 chambers for each of my counterparts(siblings), we were raised together, and we are all bound by blood, now ther is only 3 of us, and my heart only has 3 chambers, which is probably the reason why I cant breathe 100% anymore, and I dont feel like my limbs are getting enough blood...I miss munz, and I dont understand why this had to happen to our family. I cant understand why he didnt listen to me, I told him time and time again. Why?

Anonymous said...

Gina,
My heart goes out to you and yours on this Mother's day.

Donna in Mi (mommadonna)

Thomas (& Laura) Hodge said...

Bless you, bless you and yours for all you're going through.
It occurred to me - if anyone knows what it's like to lose a son - it would be our heavenly Father.
Nope, things will never be the same. But Jamie will always live on in your hearts - and in the hearts of those of us who never met him, because of your remembering.
Tom tells me all this stuff we go through here will seem like the blink of an eye when we get to see our loved ones again. And all this suffering? It too can turn into good when we help others. Don't give up.
Never Forget.
With love and prayers from Heather's sister Laura in Colorado

Gretchen said...

Gina,
Thinking of you always but especially on this day. {{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

Anonymous said...

There are no words to ease this or any other day...just know that you are thought about often and hugs could be felt through this 'box.

Karen

Terri said...

Hugs and prayers for you and your family. Thank you for sharing the wonderful poem and picture. Terri

Freda said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers Gina.

Carla said...

Just to let you know I'm thinking about you... Hugs, Carla

Anonymous said...

Think of you daily,and sending you hugs. Love yer guts.
Angels on your body.
TracyeQ

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