Thursday, February 10, 2011

Plan G (not to be confused with A, B, or C)


"When you cannot make up your mind between two evenly balanced courses of action, choose the bolder."
William Joseph Slim


Courage is the human virtue that counts most,

courage to act on limited knowledge and insufficient evidence.
That's all any of us have."
Robert Frost
OKay, so I made a plan for the 12th. Please forgive my absense in advance for I am taking myself to the coast for a few days. I have thought long and hard and what Jamie would want the most is a little bit of happy for Mom. Happy for Mom is a coastal view. I plan on visiting my dentist for the loose bridge. ( not happiness mind you). I will drive the beach and play with the seagulls. Ginger will enjoy this immenseley! I will visit my Pal Linda and have some good wine chat. Mr Mufasa and I will more than likely walk and talk alot and maybe even have a Valentines dinner. The biggest plan for the 12th? Are you sitting down? Of course you are... ok, dont spew the cuppa K?
 I plan on house/shop hunting so I can go home. Yes. I said it. I cannot find peace in a place where I am so uncomfortable. I wanna go home! I hope that you heard the way that I said that even if it soundest childish. I wish with all of my heart that I could take all the things that I love from here with me , ( I can count them on one hand) combine them with my DQL on the coast, and POOF, she's OKAY peoples... she's okay.
I know that I cannot. I wont say that coming back here was a mistake, because I do not believe that. It very well  may have even been nessesary. I will ask Mr Wizard. ( I finally got scheduling fixed.)
I must do whats best for me. If I am to be happy, I must be healthy. Mind, body and soul. This I cannot have here.So.. I am off... wish me luck. It is NOT easy to find an affordable home with a 14 foot machine in tow. YA KNOW? Meanwhile, I am determined and at least a firm decision made. My DQL is but 300 miles south and I aim to get there. This is quite the journey wouldnt you agree? Jamie would too. I bet he hurts because I hurt. I gotta stop that. CLIC
Happy Valentines Dear Blog Readers! May all of your loves be sweet to you. Love yer guts and see you on hopefully on MARVELOUS Valentines MONDAY with great news!

7 comments:

marilyn said...

Have a wonderful time and good luck finding
a place..glad that you made that
decision it sure seems whats best for you.

Mama Pea said...

Gina, that actually makes total sense. If you are not happy, you need to do what makes you happy. Good luck house hunting. I hope it all turns out for the best for you!

BitnByAQuiltingBug said...

Yay for you! Don't you feel completely different now that you've made such a big decision? I'm wishing you nothing but the best. Good luck on the hunt! Cheers!

Penny Bubar said...

Praying for the perfect house & for your path to it will be easy!!!

Rian said...

Good for you, Gina, I think it is a wise decision. You have to go where you can bloom.

Turtles In North Dakota said...

Gina I hope only good news for you! You deserve it.

Anonymous said...

Gina, I sure hope you find the place where you belong! And when you do have a sign made that says "This is where I belong!" I have one and it is sure refreshing when I take time to read it!! Good luck and have fun!!!
BeckyP

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