Mini Trip - M & M's

Spending time away at a 5 star hotel, sewing the day away. Nice huh? Walt's in a conferance and I stowed away in his suitcase. ( got a visual on that one?) We have HAD A GREAT TIME!! But, I do have a few blisters from walking so much around town. My croc flops let me down....sad. Beautiful poppies absolutley everywhere! We are in Los Angeles, on our way back this afternoon with a most memorable stop coming near Malibu. (more on that later, dont wanna jinx it) Hope that everyone had a good weekend!




Marvelous Monday gratitudes include:

Time away to think
Good company to holiday with
Time away to piece
Nice hotels
delivered coffee!
things to smile about
no middle of the night phone calls.

You Ever Fish For Minced Fish?

I had to do Smart & Final... I perused the frozen fish section, cause I like da seafoods. I was shocked at the amount of MINCED fish packages for sale to restaurants. Afterall, Smart & Final boasts restaurant supply right? Yes, right. Who eats this? Who catches a fish already minced? Is it like bologna, hamburger or wieners? Minced WHAT? Is it fatty fish like herring or mackerel? It scares me like all the other processed foods. I was frozen in the door, hot breath fogged the entire section. I really was stuck in there pondering the whole minced thing. Do they take all the lesser quality fishes and grind em up? Is it only unwanted parts of? OMG Does this frighten anyone else? Have you ever fished for minced fish? I didnt think so. Maybe this is why I have never liked Hamburger meats. I have no bloody idea what the hell its made of. I may not want to. I do like to visit the butchers shop and have them sell me ground sausage cause he tells me whats in it. Maybe its like the fog... ya just dont know whats in there. Out there. At any rate, I have never caught a minced fish, so I'm not buying any, or eating any. :::Unless I mince it up in my own kitchen:::: Then I would need new tools... hmm.. a bone separator? a grinder? Sounds like too much work to me. I better stick to the whole fish. Baking stuff might be a better idea. Close the door Gina, people are staring, and its freezing!

I really should stop pondering these things. My forehead feels wrinkly. Damn. Whats in Botox? I thinks its poisons... hmmm.. Oh well, ya cant live forever I suppose.OMG STOP ME!

American Idol, Season 8

I'm here, I'm hooked. I voted! ( scuse me while I relish in one little familiar part of life returning)

I started with day one, and I am going the distance. However painful to my ears. I especially enjoy texting with the kids, and neice & nephews during the performances just to HOWL together. It does a heart well eh? I hurried to finish a panto yesterday , just to fix a late dinner and plop on the sofa with baldy ( ginger, not Walt::snicker::) to snuggle up for the show.

I voted for Danny, #12. Last one for last evening. Who did you vote for? More importantly, Do you think that Tatiana from Puerto Rico is a PLANT? Hmmmm Every season, a plant I think. She is darned annoying, no matter what. Tonight is round 2 of the groups of 12. I will reserve my right to change my mind, but for now, Danny is it.

Tall Ships, Ginny, and M & M's

The tall ships have made their yearly landing here in Morro Bay! People come from miles around to board and witness an honest to goodness pirate ship battle at sea. Walt and I did this last yaer, and he is whining for me to do it again, however, it scared the beejeezees out of me! We sat in the back,,,ah...ah....Stern of the ship, yeah, stern.. And I tossed several cookies while children on the Bough ( front) were happily jumping up and down with every swell. I agreed to this trip as a birthday gift to Walt... Please tell me I dont have to do it again....grunt. BUT, I must say that it was fascinating, impressive, and COLD! I rather fancy sitting at home by a warm fire being entertained by Russell Crowe in Master & Commander. HBO THANKS. I know I know... boring. Walt loved it, and I swear half of California comes to see too, they cant all be wrong now can they?
We didn't do much this week end but photograph the hoopla going on on the Embarcadero. I've been a bit under the weather, and speaking of weather, its been sucky here for days! read: More of the Gail forced winds, rain and hail! I hear tell its snowing in the valley...WOW
This up coming week I have a bunch of quilts to do and hopefully a little trip next week end... we shall see. My lil Ginger had some matt issues this month so her beloved groomer is no longer beloved. SUPER GRUNT. Poor dang pup is embarrassed to be shaved all over her body, not to mention freezing!

She wouldnt stand for the lil hat that matches her sweater, and the pom poms are noticibly working on her last nerve. She does however appreciate the sweater:) Thank God hair grows back. Happy Monday, dont let rainy days and Mondays get ya down:)

M & M's

* Cute sweaters for dogs and moms with a complex

*Happy customers

* caring friends

*grand valentines

*LQS Owners who care

*Rudy's vocabulary

*tulips

Happy Valentines Day

And if you just cant get enough and wish to melt your heart further..............

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W2Rpe9lJI0





And the most hauntingly beautiful arrangement..........



Thanks for humoring me:) Lora's Name was drawn from only 7 correct answers! Yes blim and Karen you were in there...sheesh.... I used the Random number generator. Send me your snail mail:)

Foodie Friday- Arrabiata Bruschetta

The word bruschetta is pronounced "broo-SKET-ta,' not "broo-shetta. It hurts my ears when I see commercials here muddying up an otherwise beautiful language. GRUNT.

I love things that pair well with wine!!! (Like you didn’t know this?) I have many ways to play with Bruschetta. I may be posting more of them along the way. We'll see. In keeping with the whole valentines week, (AND THE SONG) I'll stay on THEME.

Bruschetta is an almost instant dinner depending on your choice of toppings. Most people use as an appetizer, however, it really can be your meal. ( throw avocados on it and VOILA, it IS A MEAL!! LOL

This is a basic recipe, very quick & easy. We love the BAM effect of the red pepper flakes! Sometime I dont even bother toasting the breads... we just come in dipping into the bowl! bad girl...bad.

Happy Birthday Sheena! Have a wonderful day and I hope that you are treated as special as you are!

Arrabiata Bruschetta

8 ripe plum tomatoes, seeded and diced
1 tbsp finely minced garlic
1/2 cup chopped fresh basil
1/4 cup finely chopped fresh Italian parsley
1 tbsp fresh lemon juice ( ½ of a lemon)
1 tbsp extra-virgin olive oil
1 tsp finely minced fresh oregano
1/4 tsp crushed red pepper flakes
2 baguettes, cut in 1/2-inch-thick slices
6 cloves garlic, cut in half

In a bowl, mix all ingredients except bread and garlic cloves. Add salt and pepper to taste. Set aside, unrefrigerated, 3 hours.
Heat oven to 350°F. Toast bread on a baking sheet.
While HOT, rub cut side of garlic on each slice; top with tomato mixture.

Whats The Plan Stan?

If you didnt know me, I could tell you that I miss my boy, and you wouldnt know where he has gone to. He has gone away. Many a Mothers son, goes away. To school, to work, to war. Some never come home.

I miss so many things on a daily basis that many take for granted, and I did too, and never will I take it for granted again. The mumble mouth "I love You Ma" most of all. Jamie said those words often, but always in a shy mumble, as if the MAN that he was wouldnt allow it in public. Yet he told me anyway. I miss those beater tee shirts that he couldnt wash properly making them dingy and causing he and I to squabble. How stupid is that? I miss so very much all of the different kinds of music he enjoys, much like his Mother. Almost daily he would share a new tune with me, then follow it up with a call for a MOM review:) . I could never put my finger on his favorite genre, and always smiled because many people think the same of me. We just love music.

Because he has gone away I will never fly him home again, or find family to get him out of a scrap. I wont be cooking with him, nor will I hear his raves when he sees me whipping up one of his favorite dishes. We wont be arguing over cars, speed, sand dunes, seatbelts or girls, and I'll miss that too. I'll wonder where my peacemaker is when a sibling is too full of themselves to share love, just for the sake of sharing. I 'll miss those tender talks we have for no reason at all about his plans for the future. A woman, a daughter, a home of his own, and his beloved dog at his side. I 'll miss watching the love pour out to his nephews and neices while he secretly prepared for his own flock. I will miss loving up that flock. I sometimes daydream about what they would look like, act like, and then I realize that I am only torturing myself.

I miss my boy. I miss the little guy who always wanted to do well, for me, his Dad, his teachers,his friends, his God. Those years cause the most pain. I miss the tears over his headgear and dental visits. His tender way with all animals, his gentile spirit. The incredible pride he had in being a boyscout, and the honesty in his eyes no matter the ordeal. Missing his eyes are too painful to speak of, as I see them in my minds eye at all times. I know too that his father must feel pain each time he looks in a mirror, for those eyes, are his. Sometimes In odd places, I hear him call my name.

In writing this, I discovered that I miss parts of me. The part that was he.

If you didnt know me, you wouldnt know that my son is gone forever. You would feel empathy for me, but to what degree? You wouldnt know that my son is really dead. His quarter of a life, ended, one year ago today. A senseless ending to a beautiful boy's life....and parts of every person he touched. I cant say goodbye enough, because it keeps happening like a groundhog day. I miss my son, and I always will.

I am forever determined to be OKAY. Jamie would want me that way. I am forever different. I see it, feel it, but I am still a happy me, and I deserve to be. How this is possible, I have no idea.

For today,the anniversary of the worst time in my life, everyone has given the advise of making a plan. So I made many. Busy mind, busy hands. There are many good things about to happen around here. I need to focus on this. I also want to speak to my son. Grunt.

Its important to say thank you to all of you who recognize, and are still going through the fire with me & mine. With all of my being, thank you so much for your calls, emails, snail mails, etc. Wrapped in the arms of much love, we're going to be OKAY.

My Jamie # 2 Valentine

Here they come! Valentine pics of the grands! I Love that! Look she has some TOOFIES!!!!! She's so beautiful! ( & a striking family resemblance!) I think this age is the MOST fun eh? 8 months...Its heart warming to have some happiness coming in, in an otherwise crappy time. I tell myself on a minute by minute basis that its really all going to be okay... (a year later she still says it! grunt.) Its just more proof that the Heart of Life is truly good, no matter what. I am still in denial about these grands moving to Idaho... but whats a Mother to do? ( believe me I have a few ideas, but I cant say:::evil snicker:::) I want only happiness and success for them really, but dang I miss them so! Jake telephoned yesterday... from a Chinese restaurant in Washington, near Canada. A long haul load. He was sipping on hot n sour soup, remembering............ Aw Jake... I love you. I'm trying VERY hard to stay "up", so try not to worry too much. I'm so very thankful for high tech toys, what in the world would I do without them!

Defining Valentines Day

For me. For you, For anyone who needs to.

Love is the only house big enough for all the pain in this world. Know what? We dont need a commemorative day to say so. Be so. We just need a big enough shack. Or do we already have one? As I have said many times in the past I am truly blessed with many loves. Maybe its all of those loves that house all of this pain? Just thinking. No matter, I am a grateful soul. Maybe the loves systematically relieve, delete, if you will, the pain. ( too bad it remains in the history trail eh?) Loves the only house big enough for all the pain in this world.

Get some love, delete a pain, Give some love, delete a pain...hmmmmm its an interesting concept. Giving love is such powerful medicine, and getting love so warm and soothing to ones soul. It really matters not what "kind" of a love it is either, as long as its happening. Children, Grands, friends, family, yourself, pets,and yes, your lifes partner.

I want to share one of my all time favorite songs with you. I'm going to post the lyrics, and you tell me the song K? No fair Googling it either! I'll be drawing a name from the correct answers, and sending them a valentine, with love. ( my DearWalt, you can comment, but you cant play, Ill send you a valentine anyway!)

I want very much now to learn to play it on a piano. Yep, I have always wanted piano lessons. Any teachers? I have been in search of a music box playing this tune for years.... ( yes, I like those too) I have never found one, so I just sing it alot...lol In my love shack...

Speak softly love And hold me warm against your heart

I feel your words The tender trembling moments start

We're in our world 'Our very own

Sharing a love that only Few have ever known

Wine colored days, warmed by the sun

Deep velvet nights, when we are one

Speak softly love So no one hears us but the sky

The vows of love we make Will live until we die

My life is yours And all because

You came into my world with Love so softly love

Speak softly love So no one hears us but the sky

The vows of love we make Will live until we die

My life is yours And all because

You came into my world with Love so softly love

Happy Valentines WEEK, to you and yours, remember that LOVE is the only house big enough for all the pain in this world. What does your love shack look like?

Marvelous Monday Rain Or Shine

Let me tell you its pouring again! WOW! I was up all night just watching hail THE SIZE OF WALNUTS & wind driven rain! I have enough trouble sleeping without adding that eh.... We need it, so I wont complain. Mondays are Marvelous in more ways than one! Thats all I have to say about that.
M & M Gratitudes include:

* Really cute red shoes to wear to an important appointment
* Friends who let me be the crazy lady caller in the early morning hours
*A working stove, fridge and dishwasher!!!
* Fresh Sushi houses nearby
*more than one email address...dang outlook
*Nimble fingers for tricky quilt repairs
* quilt repair jobs!

Frost Nixon Matinee Review

In order to De-stress ones self, ya might try an afternoon matinee. I wont say that it worked..lol I'm still stressed! I was going to boil some eggs or make another soup or something, but decided getting out was a better idea. So we went, we saw, we had a bite to eat, we even hit a few favorite shopping holes for Valentines day!And now I'm entertaining a bubble bath.... grunt. ( somethings gotta work)

The movie? Well... Riveting! Awesome movie, and I'd like to see it again!

FROST-NIXON... Frank Langella.. wow... A great performance and so believable! It all boils down to 2 men, and a great dialog, confrontational, competitive, and REAL.

Foodie Friday-Stuffed Zucchini w/Ground Beef

Hows that for a weekly recipe? Story? Restaurant review? Lets run with this shall we? We will just add Foodie Friday to our Blog constant content. Feel free to suggest away.

Last evening I made Stuffed Zucchini for 2, as an Entree. Now, no self respecting Italian would be without this dish in her cookbook, but I needed to make it healthier for myself. My DQL (daily quality of life) is at stake here. Walt and I are eating very little these days, he is losing a gazillion pounds, I unfortunately, am finding them. Chit. Must be the wine. Anyway... while playing with this to make it more figure friendly, I reduced the cheese, butter and omitted the cooked rice. I found that I didnt miss it a bit, and they came out wonderful! I would have loved a slice of garlic toast with it, but I passed, and again, I didnt miss it a bit! The recipe can be easily doubled. Also, in years passed I have made this meatless and cut in half diagonally serving as an appetizer. Just in case ya need one for wine 30 or somepin.....::wink::


Stuffed Zucchini W/Ground Beef

2 medium zucchini, rinsed and sliced in half, lengthwise
1 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil
1/4 cup diced onion
1 cloves garlic, minced
1/4 cup diced mushrooms
1/4 cup finely diced celery
1/4 cup diced red pepper
1 tablespoon dry white wine (just splash some from your own glass, why measure?)
8 oz lean ground beef
1 teaspoon Italian seasoning
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1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1 egg, beaten
1 tsp butter, melted
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon pepper

carefully scoop out the insides of the zucchini halves with a small spoon and reserve in a separate bowl. Set aside the cored halves.
Heat the oil in a large saute pan. Over medium heat saute onion and garlic for 1 to 2 minutes. Then add the mushrooms and saute for 2 minutes more. Add the celery, red pepper and the reserved insides of the zucchini and continue to cook for 2 to 3 minutes. Add the white wine and cook it down for 1 minute. Add the ground beef and cook, stirring occasionally, maybe 5 minutes. Stir in the seasonings and cook for 1 to 2 minutes more. Remove from the heat, place in a bowl, and allow to cool.
Once the mixture has cooled, blend in the cheese, egg, butter, salt, and pepper. Fill the cored zucchini with the mixture.
Fill a baking pan with 1/4 inch of water. Place the filled zucchini halves in the pan and bake for 40 minutes at 375 F (preheated), until golden brown. Remove the zucchini carefully from the pan to a warm platter, spooning the juices from the pan on top of them, and serve.

Manja!


I had some mixture left over and baked in ramikins on the side. ( good freezer fast food!!)I also put a few strips of my red peppers I had in fridge on top for presentation. ( pre dieting, I covered with cheese!!!)

Back in Kitchen Business! Almost!

OK, so still short a microwave & toaster, but guess what?? By 12:15 we have lift off!!! Who the hell ever thought that being able to do the dishes and cook a meal would blow up my skirt? Sheesh...... Its really amazing to me how attached we are to our modern tools of the trade. I say this only because I have the travel channel on babysitting Rudy, and they are in Nicaragua.. they gots NOTHING there! I dont think its on my list to travel to.. however, Costa Rica, nearby, IS. I cant wait to someday see the birds free flying there! I'm sure that Walt would love all the Tarzan human flying that they have. Now, Where was I?...oh! The tools...

They aren't state of the art, but Baby? They wont shock me anymore!!! I think I'll celebrate and go cook something...............How about some stuffed Zucchini's? Oh man! I should bake a cake to see if the temp is perfect! No wait, ZOUPA! Hmmmm I feel like split pea..... THIS is definitely going in my M & M's file for the week! While I'm cooking, I will start mentally "calling" the rest of the blow out electronics!

LYG

Thinking Towards Valentines Day.....pondering.....

I have no idea what I will be doing. I may have company, I may be out and about, I may be working. Here's just a few of my Valentines...................I have been blessed with many:::WINK:::

Thanks Ms Heather for some awesome memories:)

Caution! Quilt Content!

I'm not sure what exactly is going on with me, but my quilting time is sorely missed. I have (as I already told you) many irons in the fire and sometimes find myself going in a couple dozen directions. The Electric company alone is taking much of my time. I am finally getting a stove and dishwasher installed tomorrow! :::You have NO IDEA how awful it is for a cook to be without a stove::: The microwave isnt so missed...but it WAS a smoking hot do it all Cusinart! We are still trying to repair large ticket items, and using our cell phones for alarm clocks. ( works amazingly well!) I also miss my OTT LAMPS and shop heaters immensely!! Let me also say that THIS crap isnt easy in these "trying" economic times.

OH!! I forgot I started with quilt content, didnt I? K.......

I bought this book at RD2CA last month and I want so much to start this Poppy quilt. Its Hot ribbon applique. DO you remember when the only sticky ribbon we could find was black to resemble stained glass? GONE are those days! LOTSA colors now oh boy! Anyway, I met this designer and would love to have her come for a teaching retreat. ( more info on that later, Sheena, I'll expect you). The designer happily agreed, so now, I stuck THAT iron into the fire too! These quilts are seemingly alive with the addition of Swarvarski crystals popping out of the stems like shiny seedlings! I would like to swap out this blue for another complimentary color... What ya think I should do? Heres a few pics, if you get the chance, pick up this book, then make plans to swing by my place to learn how to:) Have a great Hump Day... Tomorrow I may have food content due to a new stove in! WOOHOO! Hey!! I should make a day for it, like M & M's huh?

M & M Belated!

Sorry? I drove a lot? Wow.. What a weekend! Its so very difficult to see and do everything that I need to in such a short amount of time, but I did it! I had a wonderful visit with my parents, my sis and family, our daughters, and of course I got my grand fix! I even had a few hours with Heather which included a mini photo session! You MUST go see the first few pictures rolling in!! She looks Mahvelous too I might add, and feeling great! Here's my favorite, altho our together picture may be...I dunno???
My daughter and I also had the task of going through Jamies clothes. It wasnt so easy, but then again, a bit cathardic. I have many tee shirts for quilts, some dating back to boyhood. Thats all I can say about that right now in order to thwart off an addditional meltdown.

Then.........................theres a few of y amateur shots??? LOL Here is my Sissy at PF Changs for dinner

My beautiful niece Jackie...............

And Pappa feeding Emi steaks?And I just couldnt figure out how this lil angel could sleep through the superbowl yelling and screaming????All in all it was a wonderful Heart Food filling week end. It has to hold me awhile because I have many irons in the fire! ( to be announced later) I am off to clean a messy house, ::read Rudy::finish binding a quilt, and begin another.

Marvelous Mondays include

* Heart Food

*Comfy car for long drives

*A photographer in the family Woohoo!!

*SLO downtown SAFE walks in the night

*Tee Shirts

*Gingers good nature, cause Aviana is a rough buddy!

*Coming home

Chips~N~Dips!

Oh Wait! Nobody tell my battle Buddies for weight loss K? K....

I'm with my kiddies... its total chaos here. I have concerned myself soley with marinating meat and chippin and dippin... Ok, and wine. Whats on the menu you ask? Hmmm

Baby back ribs with a BAM! Chicken thighs, A hot artichoke dip, cream cheese with a raspberry chipolte sauce over top. Petite Puff Pastries ( for me), The standard Jalapeno poppers, and taquitos. I think I need to park a wheel chair out back for those that cannot move in a few hours. As far as I am concerned, I cant wait for the commercials!! I am not a football fan, but the commercials really give me a tickle. I have chosen a team anyway, I was forced into it. Now... Walt is a Bear fan, my Jamie was a Packer and 9er fan. Jake a raider fan.. but no one is a fan of todays game?? So why we celebrating? I have chosen the underdog. It has NOTHING to do with the fact that they are birds. Go Cardinals!! My Grand Justin isnt happy with me for this pick. Grunt. :::I'll let him eat more crapola and he will get over it:: I have rules you know....

"If Mommy says no...ask Nonni!!!"

I hope that everyone is safe and having a good time with those you love. I'll be headed back to the coast tomorrow, Check ya later!!

Photography Not My Forte?

I hope that photograpghy isnt a catagory listed under Domestic Goddess, because it would crush me. I can do many things.....but apparently, not this!

I have been getting Ginger ready to go north to smooch up the grands. Its been 32 days since I did so. ( Christmas) I can only go so long ya know? I had a rough day but brought it under control, and made a plan.... Plan A... we shall see. Pitiful I say. I spoke to some friends, and my girls. Hell I even bugged the son in law. I told him that I decided that he should have a superbowl Sunday party. He happily agreed! What a good son in law eh? So once again, I will motor on up, about 900 miles round trip and see all that I can from Auburn to Manteca.... Want me to bring the camera?

Blago Exclusive!

Am I the ONLY one he didn't set up an EXCLUSIVE interview with? I just needed to come on here and YELL that at you peoples. Every station? Now Larry King? Did you hear that he entertained appointing Oprah as Senator???? I am resigned to watch the Simpsons because i have no speakers??

No one asked the only thing that I REALLY want to know???

Mister Blagojevich, What kind of shampoo do you use???? I have no interest in you otherwise.

Pismo Clam- M & M's

G' Morning:)
I think I have talked about our painted clams rocks in Pismo havent I? For every season or holiday they are painetd to depict whats happening in our area. Right now our Monarch Butterflys are here, just hangin out in the trees, on patios, rooftops, local groves. They should be here til the end of February. Come see!
I think our next paint job will be four leaf clover clams... I love the central coast!!
We had quite a busy week end and it looks like the same for this work week.

Happy Birthday to my BFF Ronda who is younger at heart than any birthday could commemorate.
Happy Birthday Woman!!

Marvelous Mondays include.................

* The Pismo Clams
*deep fried clam strips at the Little Hut
*Marshalls who ALWAYS has cute new shoes for me!
*My little lap top not being blown up!
*Options
*New quilt patterns to ponder!
*companionship, in many forms

Friday Thoughts

It's raining here today. But the good news that I'm going home to Pismo area to run errands, so rain just isnt so bad. Besides, I hear that we need it. I'll hit the quilt shops and a few stomping grounds, grab some lunch and get a manicure....ahhhhh My diet isnt doing so well even though I'm hungry all the darn time. THAT chaps my hide. I think the stubborn belly fat is hanging on for dear life screaming HELL NO WE WONT GO! Must be the age. I decided that the heavy walking plan isnt a good idea if I'd like to stay out of the hospital. You know what I';d like to try? One of those punching bags that hang from the ceiling. Yeah really! I could kill 2 birds with one stone...(OMG who made that up, horrible!) I could work out anger issues while being in cardio, strength training! 3 birds! The aggressive walking is hell on my knee, so maybe punching wont tax it so bad. I have yet to make the appointment for my new titanium knee, cause frankly, I dont relish the thought of going through all of that pain again! ( I've seriously had it up to THERE with pain.) I have mucho sympathy pains going to Oregon for Rondas knee surgery this week.
I hope to catch a movie this week end, I enjoyed The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons, and as I said before, Clints new movie was OKAY, but I expected more. Now I need to see Frost Nixon as I hear that its brilliant. And I guess I should go and see Slumdog eh? I really had no interest until I saw the Golden Globes..hmmmmm
I'm doing fairly well with emotion control. Journal ling everything and I think that SAMe is really helping out. The joint stuff Bioflex, is not! I have done plenty of research on the SAMe and it may just be the ticket as I cannot tolerate prescription meds at all. I'll keep you posted.
I get to order my new eyes today too! My Sarah Palin frames finally made it in, and I for one am excited to try frame less frames! My DG frames will be missed, but maybe I can make a spare pair. I find it so handy dandy to have Dolce & Gabanna as my Dear Gina initials! Woohoo! SCORE. As a side note, I used DG perfumes long before I figured out that we shared the initials:)I think it was when my Walt got me that fabulous DG wallet and I bought peed my pants when making the connection...lol :::I am easily amused:::
On the quilting front, I have 2 to bind and plenty to quilt next week, so I need to go down and not come up!! Enough ramblings for today...non productive blogabout huh? Have a great week end, chat soon:)

**Happy Birthday to my pal Bettyanne** Have a wonderful dinner tonight, and I'm thinking about ya!
LYG
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Clam Chowder Day

Its going to rain here, so the Soup Nazi comes out in me:) We have now enjoyed over 3 weeks of beautiful sunny and warm weather, so I guess its our turn.
Just one time I'd like to say " No Soup For You!!" But I know that I never would. I keep a beloved sign on my counter that says Be Nice Or Go Home! Its more true to my kitchen, but the soup Nazi makes me laugh. Did you peoples try the Seafood Chowder in December? This is my Old School Clam chowder, and I will put it up against ANY here on the central coast. Maybe cause its the kids favorite too. Maybe like the Poem at the inauguration, its my Praise, Song of the day? Could be its just that song... "Proud". I know! Its just damned good Soup!
*remember* She fed her family, and she feels full.
Enjoy.

Clam Chowder

3- 8-ounce bottles clam juice
1 pound russet potatoes, peeled, cut into 1/2-inch pieces(1 large russet)
2 tablespoons (1/4 stick) butter
4 slices bacon, chopped small
2 cups chopped onions
1 cup chopped celery with leaves, (about 2 stalks)
½ cup minced carrots
2 garlic cloves, minced
1 bay leaf
1/3 cup all purpose flour
3- 6 1/2-oz cans chopped clams, drained, liquid reserved
3- 6 ½ oz cans minced clams, drained, liquid reserved
1 1/4 cups half and half
1 teaspoon hot pepper sauce(like tabasco) ( I ONLY serve this on the side, for Walt)

Bring bottled clam juice and potatoes to boil in heavy large saucepan over high heat. Reduce heat to medium-low; cover and simmer until potatoes are tender, about 10 minutes. Remove from heat.Melt butter in heavy large pot over medium heat. Add bacon and cook until bacon begins to brown, about 8 minutes. Add onions, celery, carrot, garlic and bay leaf and sauté until vegetables soften, about 6-8 minutes. Stir in flour and cook 2 minutes (do not allow flour to brown). Gradually whisk in reserved juices from clams. Add potato mixture, clams, half and half. Simmer chowder 10 minutes to blend flavors, stirring frequently. Remove and discard bay leaf. Season to taste with salt and pepper. (Can be prepared 1 day ahead. Refrigerate uncovered until cold, then cover and keep refrigerated. Bring to simmer before serving.) Be mindful of scorching.

Serve with a crusty french bread, or a sour dough bowl!!, OK, and wine. ( what? You didnt think that I would forget that did you?)

My Notes:

You can also get the large tins of clam juice, and/or clams at smart n final, just be sure to get liquid measurements correct. The reasons for the 2 different kinds of clams is basically size and texture in every bite. In testing, using both are best.

DO NOT use a maple bacon, your taste will be “off”, also, be certain to chop finely so that your bite is a clam, not the bacon, and crisp up but not to lose the bacon fat. It’s the best foundation for this soup.

This is even better the day after, so for a holiday you can make it the day before and its out of your hair!
Can be increased several times

Good To Have Gone, and M & M's

OK, I admit it. I was very hesitant about going to Road. I thought that I would be bad company. I know that I'm not myself. I can rarely find my smile. HOW could I go and be Ms Bus Mom?
I was so wrong! ( again) sheesh I hate that. I cant even put into words how good I felt being in a familiar place with familiar peoples.
On the way there it seemed that I was about to win an Oscar for the academy award winning performance I was giving on the bus. Cheery, happy and helpful was I. Part way thru the 6 hour ride it occured to me that it wasnt an act. THIS was who I was. I Am. Geez that felt good. I so smiled inside! SO, I let it happen, and I smiled for the next 48 hours. My face is sore::::snicker:::: I must tell you that it almost felt like a guilty pleasure. Yep yep yep. I felt guilt for feeling good. I pondered that while walking through the rows and rows of drop dead gorgeous quilts. While I chatted with strangers and friends alike. Lynn, so good to see your smiling mug! I'll expect you for dinner soon! Sharon, fun time GF! Thanks for the side trip to M & L !! Renee, Elaine, you sure got it going on! To all of my colleagues, thanks so much for the warm hugs. Man I gotta get out more!
While I purchased supplies for my favorite UNJOB in the world, I also planned a hundred new quilts.. We even sang great songs on the way home about ti! Wow, sitting here typing this I cannot find good enough words to convey the normalness happy place I was at. Can I go do it again?????? I am so glad that I went, and so grateful to have been able to go monetarily speaking, since times are indeed unstable.
Can I go again?????????????????? OK, I'll calm down now.
I must tell you that I think its wierder than wierd that my lil pocket camera failed to work and that I have no photos for you. It was ready to go, and didnt work!!! WHY NOT???? Was it meant to be a quiet memory? ::shaking head::
I bought some yummy threads, a few very cool patterns, and some (Im sure) Ronda approved stencils. No fabrics to speak of, but mucho business cards collected. One delicious new book to learn a new applique technique, and the hopes of getting the author to come hold a class with me and a couple dozen colleagues:) These shows are truly inspiring and I believe them to be invaluable to any quilter to hit at least 2 per year! I am busy trying to plan another for the spring! ( MQX)
My diet went to hell in a hand basket, but hey, I walked at least 10 miles? GRUNT
I am a grateful girl :)

*For Walt helping me to get to road
* For the girls pushing me to actually go
* for that yummy new book!! OMGGGGG
*One more time..............CROC Flops!
* A good battle buddy
* Good Bus Driver, didnt scare me too much:)
*living here

Road Trip

I'm a little excited to see all of the winning quilts tomorrow!!! I am hearing results coming in all over the place! Congratulations to all the winners! I will report on THAT later! Today I am busy preparing to make 40 quilters on a bus..... HAPPY? I've got their games, prizes, water bottles, and goodie bags. I am armed and dangerous, all I need is charm eh? Man I sure hope I don't lose anyone. Not that they would care being left at ROAD huh!
My week has been good. I am so sore that I dont want to discuss that. Suffice to say that I did O.K. Not certain if I can WALK today at all though...LOL
I feel bad posting warm pictures when you are all freezing out there. Walts says it warms you all up for a few minutes... is this true? The good thing about the walk is people watching. I get the biggest kick out of pondering peoples. Where do they hail from? Are they East of I-5? Why are they walking over here? Why in the world would they walk an ugly dog? Oh sorry... bad girl.
I would love to go on these walks with Rudy. I really would. He would have a blast people watching with me. When we were RV-ers, he was the residant screen porch beach bather spotter. Wolf whistling at all the girls. He was safe and happy in his little patio. If he was on my shoulder I'm sure that wouldnt be the case. I would spend all of my time stooping to pick him up off of the ground. Anything at all freaks him out! You should see the show when the broom comes out! When I bring out the vacuum I actually have to go to him, have an "it's ok" chat before I turn it on. He STILL sits atop his perch and shivers while I'm working. When I finish, he makes a whistling relief and starts to sing Pop goes the weasal.. Only nowadays he changed it up to the same tune, only says...." Papas con Chorizo". My Mother did that. She told him thats how she sung it as a child, so of course, he picked it up... along with Hey Ruth! He really is a good pal.
In a few years, when we are settled again, I'd like to add another feathered friend to our family. A Mini Macaw. Maybe he/she would like to roam with me. Ginger is my walker for now, and she is one nutbar of a dog. She wants to visit everyone and everything. She chest bumps me when she sees the lead come off the hall tree. If I had her energy I could walk anywhere! If she could speak like Rudy does, she would be a fast talking happy ass chatter.
Now that I have rambled through my breakfast, about I dunno what... I should go start my roadtrip bus list. Its goodie bag time! Have a great week end, I know I will be in 7th heaven at Road2Ca! Hey Sheena! You should be here!

Morro Walk

Yes , I did the 2 miles ( in 45) I feel like crap! Shoulder blades, knee, owwwwwwwwwwwww But, it was gorgeous, 80 degrees, ad I did it.. so thats what counts.. Enjoy the walk................

Tracy and Gracie

SurfersOtters at at playA Clam Digger?EEL catch of the dayA NON Surfer

Owie!

Forget Jello Legs, how about shoulder, hip, knee, $$$ pain? So maybe it was a little too ambitious a start? It wasnt meant to be a tough walk, I am just typically a brisk walker. Walt is always telling me to slow down, but I just go places quickly? Its probobly little girl syndrome. Thats it.. little legs, short strides, move fast. I used a calorie counter that 2L sent on, and I am surprised that I was still at 1300 calories, BEFORE 2 glasses of wine! CHIT! Now what?
I woke up at 5:15, moaning. Yep yep yep.. stuck to the pillow, stoved up to beat all from my neck all the way down. How in the heck will I do it again today? The top of my morning list says.... ADVILL, HOT SHOWER. Im working on quilt bus games, so I will make this short. Maybe IF I make that walk I'll have new pictures for you. Glad everyone is enjoying, thanks for the extra emails stating so! I just love this lil Olympus pocket camera! I need a new one, updated, and sandless. BBL! Wish me luck... or... just say GO GIRL GO?
Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Cambria Cliff Walk

Log me in for 2 miles!!! It took me 45 minutes but hey, I did it! I'll try and shave that down it at least a 15 minute mile soon. Its a beautiful walk if you;re in the area. I walked with much wildlife at my side. Blue Heron, sea Otters,deer, squirrels, BIG squirrels just enjoying the view while nibbling. Ginger thought she was hot stuff for the first mile pulling me along. Mile 2 on the way back, she thought it might be a good idea to heel. I got a few shots for you and hope that they arent blurry cause I didnt stop for fear I'd jello leg to the ground!

I think that we truly live in the most glorious place on the planet. It was great to ponder a great many things while pounding the trail. If I can walk tomorrow, I'll do it again here near home, and try to catch some dolphins or whales for ya:):::maybe::::

My Favorite Lil Pasta Dish

Mornin... Well... I didn’t walk last evening:( I did well all friggin day on foods until... I made a Ahi tuna steak, split it with walt.. and then I made this little pasta dish with red peppers and garlic? I portioned out 1/2 cup, ate it.. then went back for another cup ful!!! I think I better not cook anymore:(( damn it.
I drank a slimfast shake, and my coffee.. Im going for a Cliffwalk in a bit with Ginger. I ll wrap my knee and Pray that I don’t overeat at lunch at the bar and grill a friend and I are meeting at. THIS isn’t easy, not by a long shot, but I think I better quit weighing every morning.. its making me mental!!! I need a personal trainer too!!!

Heres the recipe for you, it hails from my friend Blima who does this a bit differently than I do. You can really experiment with different combinations of vegetables. My favorite posted below. Admittedly, she sends me this bag from Canada, ( this is my last one Blim, send!!!) I have been told it CAN be found here, but I havent yet and I do look everywhere!

I shouldnt make this anymore as it is hazardous to my health! I'm so happy to have a gas stove this week! Wow!

1 bag pasta ( Israeli Couscous)

1 Tblsp Olive Oil

1 small red onion, chopped

1 tsp minced garlic

1 red bell pepper, cut into slim strips

1 Tblsp chopped Italian Parsley

2 cups HOT chicken broth

Salt & Pepper to taste

Saute onion and garlic in olive oil until golden brown. Add Pasta and red pepper and stir until brown. ( not dark). Add parsley and broth, cover and simmer 10 minutes.

*Again, experiment with favorite vegetables, I have done with tomato and zucchini, mushrooms, u name it....this is a fabulous dish!

High in protein, and unfortunately, carbs. cholestrol free, fat free, sodium free too! ( til I screw it up with my stuff eh?)

Some Sun Pondering

I wonder if I suffer from SADD. That seasonal affliction? No really....listen.... Putting all of life's changes, and my own personal grief ride aside. Morro Bay, (read MORBID) is naturally a very grey beachy, sun deprived kind of bedroom/retirement community. BUT, for the past few weeks, and especially the past few days, we are having some sort of record breaking heat wave! Sun all afternoon, and temps in the 70/80's. NOW..... Notice the blog posts. Despite all of the crap STILL going on she manages to smile through it? Add Vitamin D deficiency to the grief ride, then perked up by a few weeks of sunshine?HMMMMMMMM I can also add Walt into the equation and either call it the same, or sympathy pains. ( happy wife is a happy life)
From May to January its been drippy, dark, depressingly NOT typical California weather that I am accustomed to. Its a mind blower, and I am pondering it today. I will return to Pismo for the day for errand running and quilt shop stop. I'm liking that. Theres even MORE sunshine there! I'm gonna drop the top....Maybe I will walk the ole beach! We went on a walk last evening, uphill, bad knee and all. Painful, and worth it. I have GOT to get into ortho soon. GRUNT
I'll try and post some pics tonight, cause I see that the blog is lagging in that department:)
On another note, have you caught the premier of 24?? WOW!!!
Tonight is American Idle kick off, come over, lets have an AI party. We can laugh and groan a lot.
Geez! I just heard todays weather report! 83 today! OMG!! My Jamie would be in the water for sure!

The List of All Lists!

Ever try to inventory everything that is plugged into your home? Get model numbers , replacement costs? I only finished 3 rooms today! This is unbelievable for sure. The crappyier news is how much they will depreciate my stuff! And............... WHY didnt I keep receipts!!!!! Lesson Learned.
Rudy is doing better and has stopped plucking arbitrarily. He has even spoken a few times, nothing happy schmappy as usual, but he is coming around. Me? Well, I couldnt even blow dry my hair! Its just freaky trying to figure out how we lived without power, let alone the internet! I am so very thankful for a coffeemaker and ONE computer up and running! A persons got to know their limitations eh?
I have done well with making "myself" a priority today too. Altho... it is wine 30... wish me luck. I guess I just wanted to switch from the best buy site to the blogger site and Kvetch a bit... thanks::Wink::

New Normals and M & M's

Is this morning ritual of the new normal for the big FIFTY decade?

I remember the good ole days of just gemme cooffee and nobody gets hurt!

Now.... I have to put MEDS on my daily list! Ya got your BP, hormones, cranberry, knee juice, SamE to juice up my mood, and not pictured here is a Acai Berry bottle in the fridge I get to SHOOT an ounce a day of. PFFT... I just want my coffee thanks. I actually must put this mess on my list to remember it!

I am busy creating new normals. I joined a support group to lose weight because I refuse to add one more pill to this daily regimen above. My poor Walt has a dresser full of vitamins, nutrients and supplements to take daily, and frankly, its difficult for the both of us! ( yeh, and they stink too) I am in hopes that my group of BFF's can help keep me on guard, cause whats the goal here peoples?? Dont let Walts weight pass me the hell up! ( the other way )

Its true. I have to get a handle on myself, and for the first time in my young life, Im not sure how to go about that, but darned if I dont try everyday. I pray that I never "LOSE" that part of my character. Today is no different.

Made my list, checking it twice. PG & E is going to get THEIR list too.. I didnt even have an alarm clock this morning! We used our cell phones! One iron of 2 was sparred, so that helped? ::Thank God my coffeemaker works!!! Its just amazing to me how difficult it must have been with no electricity. I dont understand how some things were ok, and others just blown up? Anyone know a good deal on a bazillion surge protectors?

Have a Marvelous Monday, and if anyone has any ideas for games for my quilter bus girls, send em on! LYG!

*cell phone alarm clocks!

*The lone laptop

*Getting out last evening to see Gran Torino ( Go Clint!!) It was very good, but I had bigger expectations so I was a little bummed.

*70 degree afternoons! ::ducking::

*Candles all over, when I needed them

*Marshalls, man I love to hunt a good buy!

*Gas stoves

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherries!

Cause I said so, and I have a quilt the prove it. GRUNT.

This is for my KareBear, however I bet a quarter that Aviana is wrapped in it this week end as she is very sick. Her Christmastime cold turned into pnuemonia, and she is on breathing treatments at home. We talk often, thru her nonni's latest crisis, and today she sounds perkier. Get well Lovee....

Here We Go Again

They say that lightning never strikes twice in the same place. Who said it? I need to pay them a visit and Bop em on da head! Now, during my 3 days of absolute insanity trying not to go postal on the Charter cable company, it occurred to me.. well it didnt really occur to me, Walt said it... There are 2 ways of looking at this. One is OMG it happened again and we are so screwed... OR: Dude, Happy 2009! We get alot of new appliances, electronics, and maybe move!!! I think I will run with the latter, thanks.
Remember the cable co surfer dude guy coming over to change out our tv box and blowing up the entire office a couple months ago? Well, they were responsible enough to reimburse us for the equipment lost and with the exception of all of the footwork, life went on and I came out with a new Smokin Hot PC. We were so very grateful that the Gammil didnt go down, or anything else. When did that get hooked up? Just a few days ago eh? Ironic.
Scheduled to replace the box again on Friday, I was a bit nervous when the cable dude appeared...longish hair, 20 something, goofy grin. ( I was having a flashback.) I warned him as he began to unplug things. I told him the whole story while I calmly read posts on MQR. He sorta laughed me off like I didnt know what the heck I was talking about. He assured me that he was a professional and knew exactly what he was doing. He ran downstairs to check his splitter. I warned again. Now why the heck I didnt warn MYSELF and go unplug the entire house is beyond me. Blind faith in the fact that lightning really doesnt strike twice in the same place? Hmmm
I smelled it. I saw flickers. I heard the dishwasher growling. Rudy flung himself to the floor in instinctual bird fear. I leaped from the chair and unplugged my new computer as I dialed my own personal 911 number.. (Walt) I ran to the deck to see Dan Dan the blow up man in his truck on his phone as well. I eves dropped enough to hear that he indeed was shocked and sparks were flying all over the studio side of our home. OMG He came up eventually and explained that it wasnt his fault, our home must not be properly grounded. WHERE have I heard that before? I swear I cant believe I didnt hurt the poor boy. I wanted to. I really did. I pleaded with him to FIX what he had done and he told me it wasnt his field. OMFG ITS GROUND HOG DAY AT G's HOUSE!!!!As the scared kid called the TEAM out, I was busy assessing the damages. So far, dozens of light bulbs exploded, my microwave, fridge and bedroom lights were out. The entertainment center, out. I was way too afraid to go downstairs to check on Greta, I feared the worst, and to be learned the next day, my fears were correct.
Within an hour the Calvary appeared. Walt, our electrician, and 5 more cable dudes. Not a one of them could figure out what was going on. All of them tracking down lines for shortages, furniture all over the place, Broken glass... and me. A knock on the door proved to be the guy who saved the day. PGE guy, Joe. I like Joe. I didnt at first, but I warmed up to him hours later. As joe entered our home he announced that he was condemning the building. Walt yelled to me up top to go get emergency supplies, STAT. Condemned Im yelling? While I was at Rite Aid with a grocery cart full of flashlights, candles and camping lanterns, the TEAM at home was working hard to figure out the mess. That means everyone was scratching things while looking at Joe on a 100 foot pole in the middle of the night. Long story, less long, Joe found the problem was corrosion causing current to travel back into our ground, producing electricity 24/7 into anywhere it could travel. Even water. (OMG no wonder the bills were through the roof!!!) He cleaned it all up during the night, restored our power, gave us claim forms and told us to fill out as many as we needed, and dont forget the hired electricians fees, as PGE was indeed at fault here. Hows that for a full moon? More importantly, Dont I owe the poor cable guy a huge apology for "wanting" to rip his head off and store it in the fridge! We thanked Joe profusely, asked Dan for forgiveness, and began the clean up. Committee only of 2. Me & Walt, a broom, clorox wipes, and a claim form.
It isnt pretty, and if I kept going I think I might freak out again. I will say that I am now convinced that we do not belong here. My fears are now peeked. I'm still hopeful... it very well may have been a good thing...we shall see. In the meantime... I'm very happy that microwaves really arent that necessary to me. Oh yes, and that we havent been electricuted, blown up, or spontaniously combusted in the 8 months that we have been here.
Tomorrow I shall tell you about my 50/50 journey... cause I'm all about journeys these days.

Porcini Pot Roast- Lets call it Live-it

OK, so it really isnt so diety, especially when you set it atop some creamy Yukon Gold smashed potatos, but... I feel like cooking...grunt. I will portion control myself, promise.

Do you love the “nutty” flavor that mushrooms give to us? I do! This is the perfect Sunday dinner...I’m sending brain waves, see if THE FAM shows up:)

PORCINI POT ROAST

1 cup chicken or beef broth
1/2 ounce dried porcini mushrooms ( thanks Art)
1 4-5 pound boneless beef chuck roast, trimmed
2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
1 large onion, coarsely chopped
2 celery stalks with some leaves, cut into 1/2-inch-thick slices
3 garlic cloves, smashed
1 tablespoon chopped fresh marjoram
1 28-ounce can whole peeled tomatoes, drained ( use fresh when in season)
1 cup dry red wine

Preheat oven to 300°F. Bring broth to simmer in saucepan. Remove from heat; add mushrooms, cover, and let stand until soft, about 15 minutes. Using slotted spoon, transfer mushrooms to cutting board. Chop coarsely. Reserve mushrooms and broth separately.
Sprinkle beef with salt and pepper. Heat oil in heavy large ovenproof pot over medium-high heat. Add beef and cook until brown on all sides, about 15 minutes total. Transfer beef to large plate. Pour off all but 1 tablespoon drippings from pot. Place pot over medium heat. Add onion and celery. Sprinkle with salt and pepper and sauté until beginning to brown, about 8 minutes. Add garlic, chopped marjoram, and reserved porcini mushrooms; sauté 1 minute. Using hands, crush tomatoes, 1 at a time, into pot. Cook 3 minutes, stirring frequently and scraping up browned bits from bottom of pot. Add wine; boil 5 minutes. ( reduce) Add reserved mushroom broth, leaving any sediment behind. Boil 5 minutes longer.
Return beef and any accumulated juices to pot. Cover; transfer to oven. Cook 1 1/2 hour. Turn beef and continue cooking until tender, about 1 1/2 hours longer.

Transfer beef to cutting board; tent with foil. Spoon fat from surface of juices in pot. Bring juices to boil; cook until liquid is reduced to 4 cups, about 7 minutes. Season with salt and pepper.
Cut beef into 1/2-inch-thick slices. Transfer to platter. Spoon juices over, serve.

Happy Birthday Sissy!

Yep, its her birthday today! She is blog challenged, or just doesnt wish to enter the blog world..lol But sometimes I can get her to come check us all out. She is an amazing sister indeed, who loves to laugh, love, and ok... play in the dirt gardening. ( grunt) This we do not have in common. However, in fairness, she doesnt sew! So we are a good team. Her home is in Auburn, CA. We dont get to hang out as much as we would like to. I tell her to move to the coast, she tells me to come pick a mountain top. Hmmmmm. Sisters?

Happy Birthday Kelly, we love you!

I am looking for a picture.. but frankly, Im lucky to have internet.. YEP YEP YEP Cable compay was here last night and blew us up again:( More on that later, right now Im trying to clean the mess, and NOT eat!!

Until I find a pic of sis, just pretend to see me 6 years younger, 30 lbs lighter, oh, and prettier too, and you will see my sissy!

Road To California

Bus trip! Want to come along? I flat out forgot, imagine that? I am once again the Bus Mama. That just means I talk your ear off, feed you, and corral you at various times. ::color me Sheppard extrordinaire::: ( or is that a cattle driving sheep dog?)

The LQS owner gave me a jingle to discuss snacks, games and rosters.. and I stood there on the other end of the phone, just incredulous as to what she was saying. Then it HIT me. RUT RO. So I guess I need to get a plan! January 17th-18, an overnight stay, come one come all. The bus isnt full yet, so call The Quilt Attic in Arroyo Grande and sign up!Its relatively inexpensive, and ya get cheap entertainment?::that would be me:::

I haven't a clue yet what I'm doing for games, but I am making a thread purchasing list for me? LOL. No kidding, it should do me good to get out and mingle with my Croc sporting, quilt show gal pals. Oh wait.. I don't know any of em yet? :::YET:::

If you come, I'll know YOU? How about it June? Dianah? BA? Ronda, book it!( I promise not to throw anything down any stairs if you come)

Hey! Heres a bonus! The Elephant Seals are home! You can meander up the coast and see!

Suffering a Loss

Of my Son.
Until now, I thought that is what I have been enduring. I was wrong. ( Jeez I hate it when Im wrong) It's really bigger than that. How in the heck can THAT be?
Loss can come in many forms don't you agree? Loss of a job, or in my case, business. Loss of a home, loss of a relationship. Loss of familiarity...ahhhhhh. Loss of any material items that one is attached to.Loss of body parts, not to exclude body fat! Yep, its a loss too! Maybe not one you'd like to re-find, but its a big change in your life none the less.. that fat was a part of you for many many years. Your hair, eyesight or hearing?Your retirement monies, savings account? How about loss of a pet? My Mom is grieving still over her Lucy. Loss, I think is a HUGE issue in any form, separated only by degree. That degree is only measured by the owner of said loss. Think about it. What do you feel when you lose your keys? Seems trivial to say, but all you have to do is keep multiplying that naked feeling to the degree in which the loss is. Now we, as mothers all agree that the height of loss is to lose your child....to anything.This is the unnatural truth. Period. When you break that all the way down, we suffer loss all of the time, it causes crumbling in your life. Many losses you can recover, some you cant, no matter what you do. So then what? Find what you can, mourn what you cannot? Grunt. Some problems aren't meant to be solved. I have a headache. I am suffering loss-es. I miss my son. I miss many things.I'm working it out, picking up the pieces I can find.
PS: man! why cant I just lose body fat?????

Outlook Issues

If you will, please take a minute to drop me an email so that I will HAVE your email as mine seem to be missing in PST files of Outlook that I cant access:( I'm sure its user error, but its frustrating, so send me a YOU WHOOOO Ok?
Thanks You!
LYG!
G
deargina@charter.net

And PS: WHY arent any of you peoples commenting these days??? Jeez oh criminy I hope I am not depressing you :(

Embracing Uncertainty

So that way, no matter the outcome, it cant hurt me... cause I already accepted it.
Pondering if I should buy into this mantra. I vaguely recall the positive energy that I have always used in the past and seek it out on a daily basis. I just cant seem to locate the damn thing.
There are so many more possible changes under foot, that the uncertainty is at an all time high level. I sometimes feel like I'm walking on eggs for the last 7 days of 2009. No really... I have high hopes, good attitude, but man oh man am I touching each moment softly. I still have the wierd feeling of wtf will happen next. I still feel like the ugly monster is fighting with an ugly monster! I want to be myself, but frankly, my SELF is scary at times! Do you remember the line in the movie Steel Magnolias where Sally field has an angry meltdown in the cemetery with her friends after having lost her precious daughter? I wonder when I wont be pissed off anymore.

Life right now needs to be easier for me. I guess I just need it. A smoother ride. Peaceful, and tender. I am trying to give it to myself on a minute by minute basis. Why? Because I wish to succeed, be whole, be happy. I am grateful that I even KNOW what it is that I need. One of the many perks that come with being middle aged. Thats right, I said MIDDLE.

So my friends I am off to embrass the uncertainty of the healing of my blephritus eyes, as I tenderly scrub them. Then I'll wrap my jacked up knee, for which I know not when the new titanium will be put in. I'll go down the stairs to work and peacefully ponder the home, job, relationship uncertainties...Kind of makes me laugh thinking how will I love up all of these...lol But I shall try! I need to go find this fabric too! Looks like a new quilt to me????

A New List!!!

I am playing that song about a gazillion time a day... "What Have You Done Today To Make you Feel Proud?" ( see earlier post) So I decided to write them down. ( cause I write, therefore I am) Now I know what you're thinking... Just what she needed, another list right? Well??? If it works??? WHATEVER WORKs!!! (work with me people) I looked at the list, and said to myself.. "those arent much of an accomplishment G".. and then it HIT ME. I FINISHED THE LIST WHICH IN TURN CREATED A NEW LIST! yep yep yep.... my regular TO DO list got finished, checked alllll over the place, so this means what? Finishing a list, made me feel proud! ( Im such a simple minded goof these days eh) But it worked!!! I bounced merrily down the stairs singing What have you done today to make you feel proud...lalalallalalalala

Now admittedly, I havent made dinner yet.. but I'm on it.. and I also added a few things like picking up my new PC at costco:::wink:::

First Marvelous Monday In 09

Isnt it? :::thinkin:::
OK, I'm armed with an MM list, along with a feel proud list... and the infamous TO DO list. Most wouldnt believe this site... Blima would laugh at me, and tell me to move my ass.... Heather would marvel at the co ordinated ink pen colors. Walt would have recommended an EXCEL sheet for the job. Grunt. A bit ambitious, but I am woman, hear me snore. Actually, I need a huge list pad entitled 2009 will be fine!
On the work front, its slim pickens, but my own fault so I must begin again. I have 10, count em 10 quilt shop samples to quilt for the month, and thats all.
On the new computer front..... I took back the Smokin hot giant screen HP and we shopped for a nice notebook that would fit the bill for travel and desk top. NO LUCK, so I am now PC less... THAT is really a bummer. ( if youre me). Vista isnt a fun change.. I want XP back and cant have that either. Often times of late I really feel like stomping my foot for the things that I cannot change... an operating sytem being the most ridiculous of all.. but it adds up eh? I never thought I was like this.. but I think me and "change" werent meant for each other.
On the Grand front, I MISS EM!!! I need to go.. I just need to get i the car and go, but I dont think I can make it up there until later in the month. SO girls send pictures!!
We did see a couple shows this holiday... The day the earth stood still re make, ( dont waste your money) And Benjamin Button... really interestingly cool concept, we enjoyed it. Walt likened it to a backward forrest gump.
Have a great Monday, I'm off to start mine:)
I long to accomplish a great and noble task; but it is my chief duty to accomplish small tasks as if they were great and noble. - Helen Keller



* New year beginnings
*theatres!
* computer choices
* sunshine
*photograph and memories
*Gingers unconditional love
*shmalls

What Have You Done Today:::edited::::

To make you feel proud?





Yep, I hijacked it... but I was standing in the kitchen, cookie in mouth, feeling like crap.. and I heard this song, and of course, the tears began. ( because thats how I roll these days?) There isnt a soul on earth that doesnt wish to be proud of themselves each and everyday. So just like happines is a choice, so is the act of doing something to be proud of yourself. :::hmmm, hand in hand maybe?::::

It's easy enough to be proud of those that you love, not so all of the time with ones self eh? I can rattle off an entire list of those people, those triumphs in others I would beam about, but when pondering myself, not so easy these days. MY BAD.I've learned that it much easier to say, than to do. MUCH hard work.
Life's messy, clean it up. I'm on it.

ANSWER: I made this soup and packaged it up for neighbors and friends, even if they arent here. It's a feel good Zoupa, and its good for you too. I once lost a lot of freaking weight eating just this soup, Genoa french bread, and wine:) ( Leave out cheese, of course) Thinking about tomorrow.. thanks for thinking with me:)

Minestrone Rose

6 slices bacon chopped
1 tblsp crushed garlic
1 potato chopped
2 cup spinach chopped
½ head chopped cabbage
1 cup shell pasta
1 can kidney beans
½ tblsp oregano
1 bay leaf
1 onion chopped
½ c diced carrot
½ c diced celery
1 sliced zuccini
1 can green beans
½ tblsp basil
½ tblsp cumin
½ tblsp pepper
salt to taste
1 pound diced tomato
1 gallon beef stock
Fresh shredded parm cheese

In a 7 quart pot fry bacon until crisp, remove and reserve.
Fry onion and garlic in bacon fat until tender, scraping the pot. Return bacon to pot , add seasonings and stock. Heat to boiling and add all vegetables simmer 45 min, add pasta, simmer 15 min longer.

Happy New Year Chant With Me

2009 will be fine... 2009 will be mighty fine... I'm doing it...I'll be fine in 09!!!! grunt.
Today was ok, made some calls, organized some things in the shop. I made Morracan Lamb Chops for dinner, although I must say that cooking is slim pickens these days. 2 lamb chop go a LONG way!
Aviana called on her way home from a day trip, to tell me that she ate crab num nums with butter and lemon, and it winked at her....., went down a crooked street, and was afraid of the big bridge. I laughed and said "Oh you are in San Francisco huh?" She was excited and tired. I want to see her and Heather so we may just jump in the car and motor on down to do just that tomorrow. (film at 11:00)
I was fortunate enough to recieve NOT the SHAM WOW that I asked for for Christmas, but instead a beautiful smokin hot new computer!:::You DO remember the cable blow up story right?::: So I have been busy learning the VISTA ropes. The moniter is 24 inches which is larger than our bedroom TV, and I am Sham Wow'd just looking at it! ::: I think I will order the shamwow and get it out of my system::::
I hope you all got some cool surprises for your Christmas, and are enjoying the new year too. I am in hopes of stability, security, smiles, serenity, and a HUGE list I have in the making over there......................
chat soon, LYG